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I miss you now
I guess like I should have missed you then
My body moves
Like curtains waving in and out of wind
In and out of windows
I can't untangle (I can't untangle)
What I know and what should matter most
I can't close an eye, I can't close an eyelid
Now there's just no point, in reaching out for me
In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief
In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief
And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
I'll tell you now
I guess like I should have told you then
The thunder moves like damn drawers slamming in my frame
Slamming in my framework
I can't untangle (I can't untangle)
What I know and what should matter most
I can't close an eye, I can't close an eyelid
Now there's just no point, in reaching out for you
In the dark, I'm just no good at giving relief
In the dark, it won't be easy to find relief
And I'm not proud that nothing will seem easy about me
But I promise this (I promise this, I promise this)
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
(I promise this)
But I promise this (I promise this, I promise this)
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
(I promise this)
But I promise this (I promise this, I promise this)
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
(I promise this)
But I promise this (I promise this, I promise this)
I won't go my whole life telling you I don't need
(I promise this)
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2. |
July (by Noah Cyrus)
02:38
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I've been holding my breath
I've been counting to ten
Over something you said
I've been holding back tears
While you're throwing back beers
I'm alone in bed
You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same
So tell me to leave
I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you
Better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay
Feels like a lifetime
Just trying to get by while we're dying inside
I've done a lot of things wrong
Loving you being one
But I can't move on
You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same
So tell me to leave
I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you
Better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay
If you want me to leave
Then tell me to leave and baby I'll go
You remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay
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3. |
Like That (by Doja Cat)
02:01
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Tha-tha-tha-tha-tha-that's my shit
That's my wave
Do it like that and I'll repay it
Don't be scared, I ain't afraid
Just like that, come my way
That's my shit, that's my wave
Do it like that and I'll repay it
Don't be scared, I ain't afraid
Just like that, come my way
Yeah
I said, do that, do that, baby, all night long
And I'ma turn off all my phones
You know I hate it when I'm left on read
But he make it all up in the bed
And he take me out, dinin' on nothin' but the best
He got Off-White on right, damn, he can dress
Makin' plans from the East, makin' bands in the West
Rockstar, Black Beatle type, bands on his bread
And baby, I want it, and I'll just be honest
'Cause I just can't front when I look at you
Just keep it one hundred, when I throw these hundreds
I hope that your ass gon' know what to do
Tha-tha-tha-tha-tha-that's my shit
That's my wave
Do it like that and I'll repay it
Don't be scared, I ain't afraid
Just like that, come my way
That's my shit, that's my wave
Do it like that and I'll repay it (Huh?)
Don't be scared, I ain't afraid (Wop)
Just like that, come my way
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4. |
Saved (by Now, Now)
03:28
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I feel it in the way you touch me
I feel it in the way you speak
I feel it when your hands are on me
I feel it in your heartbeat
I can feel it in the air
You got your secret, baby, I don't care
I'm seeing hands in your hair
I can see it in the way you stare
A holy martyr, you're a saint
You let my love go to waste
You left me fucked up, baby, in a fucked-up place
Oh my God, I'm saved
I know you'll never be mine
I gave you patience, and you took my time
Oh, baby, now you wanna fight
You spent your money, but you took my pride
If you want me, honey, I don't wanna know
If you see me, baby, gotta let it go
If you're feeling sorry, I don't wanna know
If you think about me, baby, then don't
If you want me, honey, I don't wanna know
If you see me, baby, gotta let it go
If you're feeling sorry, I don't wanna know
If you think about me, baby, then don't
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selfpity
a nasally, monotone loser
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